2 poems
by Rae Gouirand
Rae Gouirand is the author of two collections of poetry, Glass is Glass Water is Water (Spork Press, 2018) and Open Winter (winner of the Bellday Prize, Bellday Books, 2011); the chapbooks Little Hour (winner of the Swan Scythe Chapbook Contest, Swan Scythe Press, 2022), Jinx (winner of the Summer Kitchen Competition, Seven Kitchens Press, 2019) and Must Apple (winner of the Oro Fino Competition, Educe Press, 2018); and a short work of nonfiction, The History of Art (winner of the Open Reading Competition, The Atlas Review, 2019). She leads several longrunning independent workshops in northern California and online, including the cross-genre workshop Scribe Lab, and lectures in the Department of English at UC-Davis.
Dedication
I love the bowl the way I love
the water’s surface: it both takes what comes
and offers it.
Some suggest the job of the poet
is to put silence around what is worth
remembering. I envision hands
like parentheses
enclosing space, how hands
mark that space on their way to coming
together just
in front. Not everything
need be said—
I suggest to my friend I will never tire
of considering the emptiness
made visible by form,
the form found in the hand of the maker,
the hand of the maker made
strange again by making.
I would spend my life considering, as one
considers stars, what is not
undedicated about that space
between the walls of that shape
which provides it, spontaneously, a place
it might rest, might return
after wandering, if it wanders,
as I imagine anything held so loosely might
almost animatedly—
almost as an anima in a world
of reproductions, in a cosmos
of stories passed down, in a flux of
dusts that spiral unending
through our naming. None see the calculus
we come from—bending, perhaps the contour
of some rim but mostly
we crane around what is shapeless,
wondering why we feel
some longing to fill ourselves
with something we were made to never know,
made to harbor longing for, made
to recognize but not possess,
made the cry of, made
the negative space of, made to express.
Private Argument
I count days I do not
hear, though
I wish to,
still.
If it means
there is nothing to—
if it means
you yet argue
that thing
you argue—